Scream & Make love

For years I’ve been struggling with an eye condition that makes me extremely susceptible to getting chalazions. I’ve had now about 8 over the past 4 years and 4 surgeries on my eyes on of which was the start of this year. My Oil glands in my eye lids are easily blocked by natural oil and causes inflammation, swelling and an infection called a chalazion. The last surgery was absolutely fucking painful. The infection was so bad that they couldn’t wait to cut/ scoop it out. The doctor felt so bad when she told me that the anaesthetic wasnt going to work because the infection was so bad. This meant that I was going to feel absolutely every incision, every movement and that was none the less what happened. I have never experienced so much pain ever…But now I have to go to work.



…I’ll continue this story 

I’d say I’m a bit of an hour glass that mated with a rectangle hahaha.

How was your day? 

I may be coming back to tumblr now. It’s been a bloody long time and I have so much to catch you up on. SO so much that its rediculously hard to tell you all.

Hope your year has been great so far.

Xx
Caroline 

Next year my blog will be different to now. I now have a fully functioning camera and am able to record decent music for you guys. So, next year, be expecting to get to know me better :D 
Good night tumblr, If I don’t come on for a while have a Merry Christmas and A fab new year 

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